Homunculus Survival
I.
These days, the hurricanes reeve
through skylines so fast. The roofs collapse
over our wet heads. Saguaros
peck at pterodactyl clouds.
We are twins. Students of mutiny. We insist
on safety, even if we have,
contain nothing.
II.
Let’s build an aegis
out of rocks. Let’s knit a coat
out of clouds. Let’s planish armor
out of the house that failed
to protect our ugly frames.
III.
Pariah hour. We eat the food
no one wanted:
beachcomber fodder, skeletal meals
that slowly dissemble, escargot shells
and oxtail marrow. The raw pulps
taste staccato. They stink under teeth,
tongue-snipers.
IV.
Dirty with unguents and easy to bait:
this is how we are portrayed
on the radio. Once, a man asked if
he could touch my hair. Is it true
there are magical oils on these strands?
He took me to his house that night.
He wouldn’t tell me why; claimed he was sick,
claimed he needed healing.
Wouldn’t let me sleep on his bed.
A soggy mesh of genitals
desensitizing the lamplight, quietly.
V.
As if all kind moments were hoaxes:
this is how we live.
Blame it on our memories. The husks
of sand creatures moving in streams
where fish survive crystallized.
Inside tree trunks, we gambled all our rot
and lost everything. Pity is a cheap emotion,
and all roads lead to ditches. Hitchhikers
eat cobwebs in darkness,
resuscitating the roadkill.
VI.
Above the singing sand dunes,
we saw a woman give birth.
Creature made of needles,
clotted flesh, manic seed,
who is the baby squirming
in vernix?
Our brother.
The trees in the distance
appear bridled as brides,
their yellow trance wounding
the cosmos. Origin of no
returns: orphaned,
water crawls back into the womb.