Time and Tide
Outside her window, the canal’s slow
waters scum green. Unfathomable,
how it never stops.
Every day a bad day—
her stomach lurches, motion sick.
You need to quiet your nerves, the doctor
says and prescribes pills, exposure therapy.
My entire life is exposure, she says
and labors to believe
it is the river that moves, that inches by
and not her not her room that becomes
passenger coach and she its rider
and insists instead it is the city
that stands still and she is the one
pulling out of the station slowly at first
then faster and faster
until she’s reduced to ghost blur, to oily
whorl—a finger-smear on glass.